Why Do I Feel Like I Am Watching Myself From Outside My Body?
Feeling like you're watching yourself from outside your body is called depersonalization. What causes it, how common it is, and how treatment can help.
What is depersonalization-derealization disorder?
Depersonalization-derealization disorder involves regularly feeling detached from your surroundings and, at times, as though you're floating outside your own body. Many people experience an isolated episode like this at some point without ever developing a disorder — but persistent recurrence that disrupts daily functioning is a different matter. Left unaddressed, it can significantly affect relationships, work and daily activities, though treatment exists and can help. Its close cousin, derealization, is a related but distinct experience.
Symptoms of depersonalization-derealization disorder
The disorder affects an estimated 1–2% of people and is more common in teens and young adults. Symptoms may last anywhere from hours to months, with fluctuating intensity. They include:
- Feeling like you're watching your body, feelings and thoughts from outside yourself
- Physical or emotional numbness
- A sense of lost control over your own actions
- Distorted perception of your own limbs or body
- Emotional disconnection from people and experiences that used to matter
- Surroundings that feel unreal, flat, or two-dimensional
What causes depersonalization-derealization disorder?
Common triggers include traumatic experiences, childhood anxiety, intense stress, depression, and panic attacks — depersonalization is a common symptom during an attack, which is one reason daily panic attacks deserve attention. Certain psychoactive substances are also linked to it — hallucinogens, cannabis and ecstasy have all been associated with depersonalization symptoms when ingested.
Is there treatment for depersonalization-derealization disorder?
Treatment focuses on psychotherapy — approaches such as Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT), Dialectical Behavior Therapy (DBT), and Internal Family Systems (IFS) for trauma-related presentations. There is no medication that specifically treats the disorder itself, though medication can help manage associated conditions like depression or anxiety when those are also part of the picture.
If this sounds familiar and it's been happening repeatedly rather than as a one-off, it's worth bringing up at an evaluation rather than waiting to see if it passes on its own.
- Cleveland Clinic. Depersonalization-Derealization Disorder.
- van Heugten-Van der Kloet, D., Giesbrecht, T., van Wel, J., et al. (2015). MDMA, cannabis, and cocaine produce acute dissociative symptoms. Psychiatry Research, 228(3), 907–912.
- Cleveland Clinic. Panic Attacks & Panic Disorder.
This article is for general educational purposes and does not replace an individualized clinical evaluation. Every situation is different — a conversation with our clinical team is the fastest way to know what applies to yours.
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